Tim and Cedar went to the beach two nights ago, on their own with his family. I stayed home, away from Cedar at night for the first time in his life. And mine. I could be as loud as I wanted. I could stay focused on a project for as long as I wanted. It was just like old times, and I see I'm still awful at stopping before I'm exhausted! I was in bed at midnight after a full, busy, satisfying and slightly-buzzing day. I don't miss days like that. I did miss him.